Who's Kingdom?

I've been really busy so haven't updated in a while but here goes!

So last night I was feeling a bit down about stuff, my 'problems' which are very real and do hurt so I decided to talk to God about it. No, my problems didn't get solved but my outlook dramatically changed. I was looking through a few christian youtube vids and reading the comments. It really struck me just how many people are aggressive to something as simple as a song or a worship session. The replies were hardly ever gracious...if there was a reply at all. I sat there asking myself the question "how can I further Your kingdom when I'm so wrapped up in mine". I'm here praying about my issues when I could be praying for all those who are seriously in need, those who reject God and claim to want intellectual answers when in fact it all stems from a longing in their hearts.

I guess sometimes you just have to shrug off your own problems and ask who's kingdom you are in, who's kingdom are you a part of? Do I really have time to mull over my failings and my hurts when I should be seeking first the kingdom of God. I know that I've fallen into a trap of bringing my problems to God and being honest with my feeling so much that...I've neglected the one thing I am on this earth to do.

On a side note...just came across a band called 'Revive' they sound pretty cool so you might wanna check them out.

http://www.reviveband.com/