Blind

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is
crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

(Lifehouse - Blind)

I guess that's how I feel, sums it up quite well actually. Sometimes I wonder why God makes these things so hard...perhaps it is to teach us to trust Him, perhaps it is to get us to look to Him or perhaps it's something completely different that you've never even thought of...

AAAnyway, sorry for such a depressing post but as you can tell, much prayer is needed! Oh and don't worry, I highly doubt she will ever read this...